By the grace of GOD,,and a whole lot of praying. I am feeling good about the decisions I have made. I have a wonderful family, good friends all around me, a beautiful home, and everything I ever dreamed of. So what if my business is just starting out….Ive got years to perfect it, and I plan on being around to do just that. For all of you (and you know who you are) that have influenced me and incourage me to not give up. I thank you. I have found that being positive and making myself beleive that I deserve to have a good life has been my hardest struggle. But like a friend told me just today…..”if you dont belevie you deserve happines, and your are always beleiving the negative things about you,,,then thats what you will attract.”….No it wasnt Gondi,,just a dear friend that sometimes says the most direct, sometimes painful truth. But I guess that is exactly what I needed. Think you(Christina) for pushing my buttons…..